Although we only did four routes, I pushed myself harder outside than ever before, and I was able to accomplish some feats I didn't think I could. We started on Three Bears Gully. We climbed the easy Honey Pot route (5.5), then I did a variation to the left which was likely 5.8/5.9. At one point, I had fingers from both hands in a crack, the fingers jumbled together, almost wedged next to each other, with my left thumb completely wedged in like a cam. The left thumb was the only thing keeping me on the wall, as I managed to power through that area. The next couple of feet resulted in an intense moment of triumph as all fear left me, and I was razor focused. This surreal moment of clarity lasted only seconds but for that instant, all time came into focus. The whole context of what I was working towards, what I am now and what I want to become came into view. I felt invincible. I felt high. It was a magical feeling that I had never had climbing. I was so overwhelmed by this strange experience that I didn't tell my partner about it immediately. I told him a little later, but I was unable to describe exactly how I had felt.

We then met up with Lloyd and Aaron and shared their rope on 9-ball and 8-ball. These have challenging bouldering-like starts and then an interesting finish to the right (to the left is almost trivially easy). They are very short routes, and like I said, mostly bouldering type problems to start with. I plowed through these like a stroll through the park. The boys thought it was impressive, which I guess it was, and I realized with their reaction that I was becoming a decent climber, that I have potential, that I may have a tiny sliver of technique after all. It felt good to ace those two last routes.
I'm a little sad that I won't get to climb Pilot for some time. I have a trip planned to NY, and I'm climbing with some folks up there for two days at a place called The Gunks, specifically Peterskill. Definitely looking forward to that!
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